Ezzz

I promised a rock star queen friend of mine. That I would make a blog. I'm a man of my word. So here we go. Most of you know of my rocky past. A past im not proud of in the least. I find myself thinking of my past far too often. Thinking of ALL the stupid mistakes ive made. Moving forward is something im working on. So my past will NEVER be apart of these blogs. Only the present and future. I have custody of my daughter. Shes home from school sick today. I hated keeping her home. She just recently missed alot of school. Due to enlarged adenoids. She had them removed. Her first surgery ever. It worked out great and shes been pretty healthy ever since. She wouldnt eat breakfast or lunch yet today. So im sort of worried about that. Ive never seen her not want to eat before. So keeping a eye on that.

Ive had her since she was 4mo old. Its a long story. But her mom has nothing much to do with her. We haven't heard from her in over a year. I feel really bad for her. But theres not much I can really do about that. I realize she needs a woman in her life. So try to fill that void with my mom and my sister. She just had her conferences. Mary's in all day kindergarten. Shes already learning to read. When i was in kindergarten. I believe all we did was mainly play! Shes doing really well. Mary use to be really shy and wouldnt talk much. Unless she got to know ya. The teacher was having a hard time evaluating her. I had a talk with her about it. Our talk seemed to have really helped. When I went to conferences. Her teacher said shes really opened up. That made me pretty happy.

We live in MN and im ready for spring to get here. I like to take my yellow lab to the lake and work on his hunting and retrieving skills. That I taught him. I also like working with Mary on her T-ball game. Ive been training her since really young. Then hopefully someday. She will play fast pitch softball. She seems to really like ball. Today im grateful for all the friends ive made at lp. You know who you are.